Saturday, December 31, 2011

Almost 17 weeks and 2012

I cant believe it's going to be 2012 in two days!! I have had such a blessed year and I cannot wait for 2012 to get better! I got to marry the love of my life this year on May 21. A day I will never forget, and on Sep 29th I got to become a mom. I won't get to meet baby smo until June sometime, but knowing I'm a mom is such a great feeling.

This year has taught me a lot too. God has shown me how to be more patient and loving, and he has shown me how sometimes I have to stand up for myself, and be who I am. He has taught me that it's okay to not to try to be perfect at everything, and that old friendships can become newer, and new friendships can become better. It's been such a blessing in so many ways.

I am going to be posting a blessing/thanks for everyday of 2012, and I am so excited about everything I will get to post. I am going to try to write them all down, and then modge podge them somewhere to show my baby someday in the year that he/she was born.

I have also learned or have started to learn to be a wife this year. It's not an easy thing yoru first year of marriage. Everyone says the 1st year is hard, but no really it is. I am learning each day how to be a better Godly wife, and I hope I can only strive to be better. God has given me the most amazing perfect husband ever, and I am just so stinking lucky and blessed. I need to show it more though. I love that man so much. Butterflies are the best feeling ever.

I am off for the last post of 2011. I will see ya next year :)

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Baby Smo 7weeks 2days old

World, meet Baby Smo :). He/She is 7Weeks 2days in this picture and doing just great. She(i've been calling her a she) has a heartbeat of 146 and is measuring at half an inch long. Such a beautiful thing seeing my baby!!!





Me and S have had the hardest of times trying to figure out names, It is so hard coming up with a name we both agree on! I know it will come naturally though when we do find one we love. Right now we are loving the little things that come with pregnancy, and knowing our baby is healthy!

Love my little being!

Friday, September 30, 2011

Scottinelett

Well, this blog is going to take a new turn for the next 9 months, that's because there's a baby to be!!! S and I are having our first child and we just found out this week. What an absolutely amazing feeling to know we are having a baby! When I took those 4 test followed by a digital one, it was crazy what you feel when you see that line, and know the thing you have wanted your whole life you get! S and I are truely blessed and I can't believe we are going to be parents :) I will try and post every few weeks or so and keep caught up on the baby progress. We are looking foward to June and meeting our sweet lil pea

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Feeling Lonely

Don't get me wrong, I am SO blessed and grateful for everything God has given me over this past year. I have a new house, a husband, and so many very small blessing that add up into a big blessing every day. However, I am feeling so very lonely lately. Scott works a lot, and I am so blessed to have the time I do with him. When I am alone at home though, I find mysefl yearnign and longing for girl time. I have very few friends in this world that I can truly call friend. I have lots of girls who say friend but don't really mean it. It hurts to know when you need someone you have noone. Exspecially when we need our girl support. :( God is so faithful and I know I am just following Him and that's all I can do, but it's such a lonely road and path to be on.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Hiloshats and update on life

Well I finally started my etsy site. So far I've only had one sale, but it's still early and I'm hopeful! :) It's been a lot of fun making hats and setting up the site for everyone to see. If you'd like check it out at www.etsy.com/shop/HilosHats .

In other news S and I are getting ready to move here in just a few days. We have had the most amazing blessing of being able to move into some friends of Scott's parents house for a year, and save on money but also have a lot more room. It is also a LOT closer for Scott's work, and will cut his commute down quite a bit. It's also three houses or so away from Scott's Aunt Chana, so we will be able to be near family. I'm so excited!! It's doubel the size of our current place with an extra bedroom and bathroom, so we will be able to have company over and entertain. It's all around a great great thing. :)

We are also heading to Hawaii here in about a month and a half. We are going with his brother another Aunt and her daughter, his mom, and her friend from Cali. I am SO excited to be able to go to Hawaii for the first time, and I know it will be an absolute blast!!

I have been struggling a little with feeling very much like a failure and having rather low self-esteem, this isn't new, I have been feeling like it for a while, I just have had a lot of drama issues with several friends and I have felt like it's been my fault when I know it's not. It's sad when there are those people out there who you thought you could trust and count on, but when it comes to it there are very very few that you actually can count on.

I am however looking foward to a year full fo change, some good, and some maybe hard change, but I know God is carrying me through it all, and I am so thankful for His blessings. God has been so good to me and to Scott and has really worked and intervened in our personal lives, as well as our marriage.

Until Next Time,
Mrs. S

Monday, June 20, 2011

Mrs.S

MARRIED!!!!

I've now been married for ONE MONTH!(tomorrow) :) I'm in love with my dear H more than ever before, and I wake up everyday saying that! I LOVE being married it is God's greatest gift, and I/we are so so BLESSED!!!! Here are a few pictures to share of our blessed day :). God was at the center of it all.


Me and my dear sister


us girls throwing attitude :)


one of my MANY favorites

Thursday, April 21, 2011

ONE MONTH!!!

THIRTY DAYS!!
I will be married in thirty days!!! :) That is juuust too crazy for me! ;) im so excited to marry S and be Mrs. CES and no longer CER :) how exciting..
umm but my to do list is RIDICULOUSLY LONG!!!!!
sooo much to dooooooo
where to begin where to go from here.. gah! so much to do!!
im looking forward to being done and on vaca with my hubby!!

Friday, March 18, 2011

HATS HATS HATS!!


Toddler purple bow hat, I want a little girl to dress!


Newsboys hat



Cute froggie hat.. i wish I had a toddler to put this on!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Wedding Dress Worries

It's been since Nov. since I ordered my dress. Also, since I've seen my dress. I was told three weeks ago it would be in by the end of that week. I was told two weeks ago by the owner that it would be in last thursday or friday. It's Tuesday. NO DRESS!!!!! :S. I was told it shipped on Feb. 18th... where is MY DRESS!!!! :( I'm starting to freak out only mildly,yes I have 2 months still, but I'm sure I'm going to need alterations, and I need a bustle... :S! Please dress PLEASE COME SOON!!!!!
In other news we have our invites done! Now, to find envelopes that don't look lame, and to address and send them off with stamps! :) hopefully that will be done by next week! AHHH! 2 months from Monday I'll be Mrs.Smothermon!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Engagement photos

Here's a few of our engagement photos. Done by everlast photography.
Emma is amazing to work with and she did an awesome job. Check out her facebook page!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/EverlastPhotography

Gotta love Railroad tracks :)

Our nickname


awwwww...shucks



It's right around the corner now!!!!
<3,
Hilo





Monday, March 7, 2011

New Hats Coming Soon

So I am going to slowly transition this blog to my hats blog, and post wedding blog once the wedding is over. :) I am working on some new hat designs and I can't wait to share with everyone!!:) I'm so excited about making more and more hats, and I'm having so much fun doing it!

Friday, March 4, 2011

6 months and a billion days ago....

Hi whoever might read this still.. i know its been FOREVER since I've written. Try blogging,planning a wedding,working,and figuring out how to live life all at the same time. It's hard, it's almost impossible!

Well since I've been engaged wedding planning has been in full swing and now we are 3 short months away from being married! EEEEEEKKKKKK!!!!! :D :D :D

I still can't believe I'm going from Roberts to Smothermon so soon!!
cant wait.. cannnottt wait!
This week i've been in a funk though, and I'm not sure if freezing cold Aalska has gotten to me, or if wedding planning is becoming stressfull to the max, or what.. but I'm so blessed to have an amazing man in my life my amazing fiance' takes such good care of me!! He makes me laugh so much.. today we played a game over text.. i love your hairy toes, i love your stinky feet...these moments remind me of why im marrying such an amazing man.

78 days and counting folks!!