Thursday, June 14, 2012

Briella’s Birth Story


So I had been having contractions on and off for about a week, but they had not been painful just uncomfortable. I woke up on Tuesday the 5th with pretty painful cramps and thought to myself here we go again, not thinking I would actually be delivering a baby later that day. I had a dr. appointment scheduled for 9 am and when she checked me I was 2cm dialated and 80% effaced, and she said she knew I wouldn’t make it to my next week appointment. She asked if I wanted my membranes stripped and I said yes let’s go ahead and do that. I really wanted Briella to come before Aunt Kymie had to leave! So she did, and we left the appointment and headed home. By the time we got home from the appointment I had contractions coming every 3 to 4 minutes for about 30-45 seconds apart. I bounced on my ball, took a shower, and paced through them. I had to go to the bathroom a lot, like every 3 minutes and one time I went it felt like a gush came out, but I wasn’t sure, but we thought well maybe that was my water breaking. So, we called the nurse at the hospital and she said it sounded like maybe the real thing and to go ahead and come in. When we got there I was 3 cm dialated and we found out my water had broken so around 1:30pm they admitted me. Once admitted I was having contractions every minute. I was not getting any relief from them at all, and they were becoming stronger. So, they started me on fentinol just to take the edge off of them and it slowed them down just enough so I could breathe. I was very naseous and ended puking all over poor scotts hand, so they told me no more water just ice from then on out. So around 3 or so I was 4-5 cm and at 4 I was 5, so to help the pain I got in the shower for about an hour and that felt SO good! I progressed to 7cm after the shower and around 7 I was 9cm and almost ready to push. They kept giving me a few little doses of fentinol but that was the only drugs I had. I was finally ready to start pushing at 8:30 ish, and I was so glad! It felt so good to push! With every push I thought maybe that was it, but it took two hours for her to finally make her appearance. At 9:42pm she finally made her way into the world. I did end up getting second degree tear, and that’s making recovery oh so fun, but It was worth it for my princess. Looking back I can’t believe how fast it went. I really think all the walking and stuff I did before helped her be ready to come fast into the world. I couldn’t have done it without Scott though. He was the most amazing coach and husband through the whole thing. I focused only on him and everytime he said deep breathe or anything at all I listened to only him. I could not have had a better coach by my side.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Briella Anne

Yesterday I was 19 weeks and 2 days and heard the best words ever since "I do". "I must have guessed girl last time, and I was right, your baby is def. a girl"-Said the ultrasound tech. I am so so overjoyed and happy and blessed!! I cannot believe God has blessed us with a beautiful baby girl! :) Her name will be Briella Anne, which comes from gabriella which means God is my strength. I love it and I love her already!! She was pretty much folded in half and moving all around at the ultrasound. It was so fun to see her reaching for her toes and waving her little fingers and putting her hand up by her face :). It was so so cool. I cannot wait to meet our baby girl sometime in early June.

Dear Sweet Baby Girl,

Your daddy and I have prayed for you since before you were conceived, and I have prayed for you since before I met daddy. I am so overjoyed it almost brings me to tears to know that soon you will be in my arms, but for now I am enjoying keeping you to myself in my stomach. Your daddy got to feel you kick your little footsie yesterday, and I am constantly feeling you move and kick. I imagine everyday what you will look like when you come out. Will you have lots of hair or not much? Will you have blue eyes or brown or even hazel like me? I don't know, but I know that I love you so so much already! Your daddy loves you too, we were so thrilled to hear that you were a girl. Your daddy and I pray everynight that you will be healthy and that you will wait to come on time. We want the very best for you, and I hope we can be the very best Godly parents for you. You are a sweet perfect angel in my eyes already and I am having so much fun buying things for you already. Stay strong in there sweet baby. I love you so so much!

Love,
Your mommy